i think that - as someone who's general purpose is to make people laugh (a "comedian") - i need to accept that the only thing i can conjure in others is just that -
laughter. not love, maybe hate, no jealousy, not remorse, not guilt, ( i seem to only be able to think about generally negative emotions) not trust, BUT JOY! there i go. i got one. i named an emotion that doesn't make me want to emote with negativity.
anyway, obviously i'm having issues; obviously i won't share them here, making this blog completely useless to me.
but listen to this song, seriously. the lyrics are quite something.